Supposed to ton, but couldn't take it so went to slp at around 5am. Feeling so tired now. Herng supposed to give me morning call at 10am, but he forgotten to. Causing my to wake up late and late for study grp.

Studied at the void deck then bought some thngs at Bedok then went Mr. Poon's house. Supposed to meet the boys at Kembangang, but was too rush for us.

At Mr. Poon house, played pool all the time. I only ate 2 chicken wing the whole night. Told herng lots of things. Stayed to Mr. Poon house until 9.45pm, went to the hawker center have a drink. Super extremely tired. But still played "zhong ji mi ma". Bing kept losing, and he is doing his forfeit on Monday. EEEWWW... :)

I have so much things left unsaid. Even though I told herng alot of things, there are still things that cannot be spoken out. I cannot stop thinking more than what I'm suppose too. Whenever I thought I've manage to do it, I was wrong. I didn't do it, someone has already made the faster move and succeeded. Whenever I see those images, I try to do or take something else to cover it, to not make my heart ache. Whenever I'm sad, I hoped wished and wanted you to be there to say something to cheer me up. Whenever I talked to you, I wanted it to be the happiest moment in that day. Whenever I asked you that question, your expression gave you away. I will try forgetting, not missing, not having hopes, wishes and wants on you. Because time and time, the mix feelings are caused by you and I don't think I will be able to take it anymore longer.